breaking chains

I am the first child of my mum, who is the first child of her own mum. It was kind of expected that my first child would be the child of the next generation. This may no longer happen because the decisions I have made over the last few years. I do not have regrets …

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Door Closes

It was good to see A today. I had gone to pick up the lamp, and drop off a couple of ties & belts I got for him at his office. It was weird how I mixed up his office & we played a phone tag game for a few minutes, but we eventually met. …

December!!!

So very grateful. So very, very thankful. This year has been a year where I had to dig in to myself like never before. I found strength, and forgiveness, and healing, and a re-commitment to values I genuinely believe in.

shadows

We had lunch with the MD today at Z kitchen. I saw K.T., a fellow nominee and someone I have known for years but not seen in a long while. He looked like D to me, and his silver wedding band flashed conspicuously before my eyes. It took several seconds for me to realize KT …

Love is kind

I wasn’t happy when I started to walk this morning. Was I doing the right thing? What should I be doing better? I don’t want to look back on this stage, and realize I missed many signals. I told God, and He gave clarity. * I am glad I walked also... I almost wasn’t going …

random bits.

Almost done grieving. We had our awareness convo yesterday, and I realized that I wasn’t depressed, but rather had been grieving. I am almost done. ♣ Walked again today. It feels good. I reached my halfway mark in a shorter time today, even though I took a longer route to reach my halfway mark. I …

get it done

It has still been hard with Technology. They keep saying the APIs are not correct. But they are. The person working on them is just not experienced or given enough time to stay on the task and validate it right. So, today, I re-installed Postman, got the proxy settings resolved, begged my third-party guy, googled …