superficialness.

What I am struggling the most with now is truth. Where someone I like wants me in his life but does not want me raising conversations to discuss anything deep, as concerns him. Why have conversations then? It makes the quality of my chats a whole lot superficial, and because superficial isn’t me, I find …

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random bits.

Almost done grieving. We had our awareness convo yesterday, and I realized that I wasn’t depressed, but rather had been grieving. I am almost done.   Walked again today. It feels good. I reached my halfway mark in a shorter time today, even though I took a longer route to reach my halfway mark. I …

get it done

It has still been hard with Technology. They keep saying the APIs are not correct. But they are. The person working on them is just not experienced or given enough time to stay on the task and validate it right. So, today, I re-installed Postman, got the proxy settings resolved, begged my third-party guy, googled …

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Sick. I slept a significant number of hours yesterday. I thought it was because I had been out Friday night, until 2.05am Saturday, and after barely 4 hours of sleep , was out to class again... and I did not sleep until past midnight of Sunday. Today, as the day wore, I started to get …

good enough

I watched several videos on growth and living and self in October. I fell through the cracks in late October. But I did enough. I learned to lie in my balcony. To watch the sky and take pictures. To order in pizza and chicken wings, and enjoy a book. It was enough. ♠ T showed …

miss you so

I dreamed about you last night. The usual crew from your office had come to see my boss. But this time, AF was a part of the team. And they all took seats, leaving a seat in the open for the remaining person. I had been looking at my notebook or so, and then a …

Cloud 9

🙂 A few minutes ago, my boss was having a conversation with someone. And my name was mentioned. Like 3 times, and for different things. Anyway, here is why I am writing. So, for a couple of weeks, I had been sitting in for someone at a meeting with my Divisional Head. He returned from …